A plane is lifting off right now with my daughter in it. I feel such sadness. I said goodbye on the phone a few minutes ago. I hugged her goodbye more thann 3 hours ago. I could not be at the airport to see her off because of this body of mine that has failed me. I do not want her to be sad for me. I will be alright. I am a survivor.
That is what RA has done to me. It has ravaged my body and taken many of my choices away. I will not let it ravage my soul.
I had a choice, whether to let my daughter go so far away to university or keep her here with me. I chose to let her go. I cannot run any more, I want her to fly.
RA will not defeat me.
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